Saturday, March 31, 2007

Arnab Rakshit~~~ Reflection about myself and my vague vision

I need to have long itme goals,direction in my life. I am an excellent short term planner, however lack of long term goals inhibits my achievements. I mustSearch for direction in my life. Energy and potential is there, I need to synchronize this energy. Glamour,bon vivant life doesn't attract me.

I dont want to become a high level manager with no time for myself. I dont want ot become a mean machine. Rather what attracts me is a peaceful calm enjoyable satisfying lifestyle where I have ample time for myself. I prefer melody to rock, a morning jog to a late night party.

I wish to dedicate myself for good cause. Putting my education & other resources into use I want to achieve something which will improve the the lot of general population(downtroden people). Having this vague end in my mind, I can't decide the path I should take.....

There are some descision I should take now ->
  1. How long should I keep working in the Software industry?
  2. Should I dedicate myself towards entrepreneurship, where I dont get much personal time? Hence can't live ny life the way I want to I don't want to take much pressure in my life.
  3. Should I dedicate myself towards having a Social-welfare NGO?

However I have two fixed pillars on which I will take any descision in my life ->

  1. To enjoy my life, travel, relaxation. Not to get to involved in slavery job.
  2. Not to waste myself. I ( or we ) are among the few fortunate lot in our Country. We are help those not that fortunate.